#32: I Want...I Need...

I hate seeing blogs that have depressing posts and hateful messages all over them, so I don't want to be like that.

So I will try keep this post as...casual and calm as I can
Ok, so over the Christmas holidays for work (Dec 5th - Jan 2nd 2011)  In the 4 weeks I worked a total of 158 hours give or take 3 or 4. That means I had like NO time to visit family or just take a small trip away from all the mayhem.
So that said I want to go for a trip OUTSIDE of the Manawatu just for a few nights or so, and I want YOU to come. I know that you have a busy life and all but seriously I just want you to be there while I get lost and pretend like I know where I am xD

well that stupid attack interupted me and now i forgot where this blog was going... *facepalm*
Think i got most of what i wanted to say down
update later....I HOPE!

#31: MY New Years Resolutions

Ok well to kick it all off the first thing i have always wanted to do but i just never did..... 

Lose the weight!

I think the best and easiest way to get myself motivated to do this is with my second resolution which is to  

Join a gym by the end of January 

I will join a gym. i know it wont be cheap but it will help. I will also set my self a personal goal of having to go atleast 3 times a week. I also know that this wont help my third resolution but it will be worth it.

Save, Save, Save.

Now that I am working 35 hours a week at work, I won't to put away 15 hours pay into my savings account and do the best not to touch it, so that i can go for a trip sometime through the year.

Travel

I would like to go for a trip to Australia to visit the family over there as its going on two years since i saw most of them last. OR if I can save up $5000 I would like to goto the UK to visit the brother :)

Be Confident, Feel Confident

To do this I would have to find what my insecurities are, and i believe that my biggest would be my weight and shyness, so I will try being more open as i have nothing to be shy about. also I think that I should be positive all the time even if i dont feel it this will hopfully just naturally as time goes on.

And for my last Resolution....

I will think of a Password, other the "Password"





-Liam Steven.